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enquiry & liberation

with Pau

mind is innocent, and longs for liberation

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In this audio, Pau points to the vast Sky that you are, and explains that it recognizes itself by itself, whether clouds are present or not .

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“Why do I forget ‘Who am I‘ after a glimpse?

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In this audio, Pau explains that surrender is not something you can do. It comes on its own, through the Path.
To surrender means letting the mind finally rest, when you see that it is not the instrument. Only then there’s a chance to know: ‘Who am I?’

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“How to surrender when the one surrendering is Ego?”

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In this audio, Pau explains that the silence of the mind is an experience, and that it is possible to access it in a split second, whatever you are doing, wherever you are.

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“How to remember silence while working?”

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Since she was a child, Pau lived with a question in her heart. She observed the mystery of life, saw joy and sorrow pass from one face to another like shifting clouds, and something in her remained intrigued, watching.One day, at fifteen, a meditation book appeared in her hands. It was a heartbeat that pushed her toward years of silence and searching.In 2012, life finally led her to her ultimate teacher, a radical Zen master. During several trips to India, in long months of Satsang, the message of Liberation and the true nature of the mind gradually revealed itself with complete clarity.

In her home, yoga had always been a refuge and a medicine, and from there her students’ questions began to emerge. At first, they revolved around practice and meditation, but over time they turned toward the essential: liberation, self-inquiry.It was then that she decided to create this online space: here she answers questions from anyone via audio, so that everyone can listen.At the core, every question is an echo of the same one: Who am I?, the fundamental question, which allows the reality of our nature to be revealed: absolute freedom, absolute bliss.

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My mother loved peacocks.
Whenever we saw one performing its ritual, it felt almost mystical. Isn’t it a moment of meditation when nature surprises us with such boundless beauty?Our true nature—Sat-Chit-Ānanda: existence, consciousness, bliss—reveals itself in the spectacle of its immense tail, feathers like eyes quietly watching us ✨In Indian mythology, the peacock is sacred: it carries Karttikeya, adorns Krishna, and accompanies Sarasvatī.Abundance, transformation, grace.Its call is unique, incomparable—a whisper to the mystery of existence itself.This is why I choose it: the sacred, the present, the eternal, and the treasured memory of my mother smiling at such magnificence… all gathered in a single moment, where the vibrant colors of its feathers stir, inviting us to awaken 🪶✨Pau

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Could you tell me a little about who you are and how your interest in meditation and inquiry began?

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Pau, age 6, in a school play –
Nuestra Señora de Gracia y Buen Remedio School, V. Devoto | Buenos Aires

Question: Could you tell me a little about who you are and how your interest in meditation and inquiry began?Pau:
I remember my childhood – I’m talking about a little girl of 4 or 5 years old – already asking a nun at her school: “Sister, where is God?”
I asked the question with absolute sincerity, so much so that the nun got scared and walked away, hahaha.
I think that’s definitely when the seed was already present, the question dressed in that curiosity.Then came a childhood – pre-adolescence – both happy and unhappy, like all children: dramatic moments, but still, in relation to this matter, I have memories of clinging strongly to religion (at that time I went to a convent school and the religion was Catholicism).
We would go to mass with my mother, sing the songs during the ceremony, and that gave me a kind of feeling of upliftment of the spirit, or something like that.
Believing, clinging… and something “cooked” there; I consider it a super important moment. The disguise the curiosity assumed didn’t matter, but there was that conviction that “there is something beyond these forms, beyond this manifestation, there is something…”
And what was present in that curiosity… became the guiding thread throughout the search.
For me at that time, it took the form of God and Jesus, but that wasn’t the important part.
The most important thing was kindness, love, and devotion. The sense that “something” was helping, accompanying, and guiding me.

Adolescence arrived, and around the age of 15, a book on meditation appeared, which I chose randomly in a bookstore, with the little money I had in my pocket.
The title was Beyond the Mind’s Horizons by Osho. I remember I was going through a difficult moment with my parents; I wasn’t speaking to anyone, didn’t want to be with them.
We were on vacation, and I, sitting on the beach, looking at the sea, turning my back on everyone… (laughs), was reading that book, and my heart was beating fast.
It spoke to me about meditation, about the spaces of silence between thoughts, about the search.
It spoke about Buddha and said something like: “You are Buddha; you need to find out why you don’t realize that you are.”
For me, at 15, that was like a lightning strike.
From then on, there was no turning back.Osho accompanied me throughout my adolescence, and for me, he is the best meditation teacher you can find when you start to “suspect” (laughs) that “there’s something going on here!” All his humor, intelligence, eloquence… he’s a master who empties your mind full of clutter and leaves it ready to meditate.
This is how I navigated my teenage years and a bit beyond.In the meantime, I became a mother, a role that completely absorbed me and, for a moment, seemed to take me off the path (only apparently, because it’s all part of the journey).Then more books and teachings arrived: Nisargadatta Maharaj, Ramesh Balsekar, everything I could find on Advaita and Zen. But what was happening in those moments was that I started accumulating intellectual knowledge.
And without realizing it, at one point my mind was spinning wildly with all these theories and concepts, thinking: “This doesn’t stop, it’s going nowhere.”
And I was exhausted, because spiritual suffering is the worst: when you think you are “progressing” and in reality, you’re just accumulating knowledge. That feeling is the most despairing.But then, in the midst of that immense fire and despair, my teacher Dolano appeared. And that’s another chapter; but I’ll tell you, just when I thought I was dying from despair, begging and pleading for a living teacher to help me, she appeared.And that’s what I want to say: when it’s the moment, it appears, because it’s yourself in another face, in another form, but it’s yourself responding to your own call…
To be continued :)